In my days I have lived in Samson and Samson has often lived in me. Can an altar be made from shedded hair, shredded from the scalp of a covenant? I saw Samson's hair falling like soft September flaring down to the tombs of October. Amidst them I am in each falling strand, broken in every turn and second yet still I saw suns drained of their juices like shrivelled grapes that poured no pious wine, those were the fruits of our days tried, dried then maimed and the rivers of our orison's monologues flowing with the salt of tones raised in need of forgiveness, and the tired palms we clenched in search of repentance. These I saw all through the stained windows purified of sand and time ingrained immortal in the hill of dreams, in this hill of hair follicles, each strand a blessing of weightlesness, a reminder that the gifts of God are without mass. Now Phillistine pillars imprison us bald and naked and fountains of blood streaming from our eyes gouged and scourged, the sun saying Never Again Will You Know Peace, Where You Are, I Am And My Heat Is To Boil You Alive, Rinse You Of Your Flesh. This body which will be broken into crumbs, I give to alien pillars the foundations of my blindness who in kindness grants me vision of a mirage slit into the clouds as an incision, the dream to be a phoenix re-animated awakens us to the nakedness of a bird without sound no longer earthbound. Then let every birds' shadow fissure my reverie, for the crucifixion's weight enlightens me, is it too late? I am without hair to bless or to be blessed, the jawbone of an ass is mine to ask for the breaking of all temples stone and flesh, the blood pump turned solid, turned to blessed brass, like hair slain from the brain still the rain of God may move this pain away for it was I who ran to the eigth house seeking to rouse rebith yet only finding myself refracted as false fallen shepherd clothed in the sun bearing the geology of the night skies where every bright star was a rock to raise, a rock to slay the Abel within myself, for every rebirth starts with murder. Now again rain is birthed, in soft-spoken bountiful oaths resonating and resounding through pillars I am tied to, blood tinted thunder smokestacks toking lexical lightning to scatter my eye's skies, the voice from Sinai breeze my body's seal, from the heavens hair is falling, the manna of my head's barren midbar, as I decimate all the temples that bind the flesh to the masonry of ivory bone and nerve, three temples are rebuilt in my wake, Body, Soul, Word, these which exist within all mortal shells, trespassing through time's wormhole, the naked dead body once hairless is made bald, spread in ash whispers yet the soul is jewelled with baptismal blood stones that sprinkle and flood from a heavenly fist never closed, eternally open as wounded palm forever in the breeze's mysticism, in paradise.
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